Kurt Cobain 遗书（原发于：2011-12-23 10:52:30）
对他并不怎么感兴趣，无聊在网上逛发现这份遗书，有些许打动了我
To Boddah pronounced
至 Boddah（他想象中的一个人物）
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile camplainee.
以一个饱经沧桑二货的声调，一个普通充满稚气的孩子的身份
This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years.
这份书信会很容易理解。所有的警示都来自这些年来的“punk rock 101 courses ”（101是很多的意思？）
Since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true.
可以这样说，自从我认识包括独立性的道德原则起，你们的拥戴经过检验已被证实是很真实的
I haven't felt the exitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things.
我好多年没有兴奋于聆听，创作音乐，阅读和写作。对于这些我有难以用语言表达的负罪感
For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins it doesn't affect the way in which it did for Freddy Mercury who seemed to love and relish in the love and adoration from the crowd. Which is something I totally admire and envy.
就如当我们在后台，灯光熄灭，观众开始躁动。这些不会触动我像观众对Freddy Mercury（queen主唱）影响那么大，因为他似乎喜欢人群的爱戴和崇拜。这点正是令我羡慕和嫉妒的。
The fact is I can't fool you. Any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100 % fun.
事实上我无法欺骗你们，你们的任一个。那样对你我都不公平。我认为最深重的罪孽是装模作样100%享受相处的乐趣来欺骗你们
Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and I do. God, believe me I do but it's not enough.
有时我感觉仿佛我本该在走下舞台前打卡。我真的已经很尽力去欣赏他，是的我尽力了，上帝。但还是不够
I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child.
我很感激我和我的乐队影响欢愉了许多人。我必须在欣赏我的人群散去时轻度麻醉我自己（用药物，暴力，冷漠）来找到孩提时的热情，因为我太敏感了。
On our last three tours I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone.
在我们最后三次巡演过程中，我有更多的感激，感激所有我旅途中所结识的和作为我们歌迷的人们，但我仍然无法克服对他们每个人怀有的挫折罪恶和同情
There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much. So much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, pisces Jesus man! Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know. I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be. Full of love and joy kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.
对我们都好，我仅仅单纯的太爱人们了，以至于让我太他妈悲伤。一个悲伤渺小敏感不被赏识的双鱼座耶稣式的人物啊！（星座控的忧伤）为什么不去享受他呢？我不知道。我有一个女神般的妻子，她为了自己的目标努力着，我有一个女儿，让我回忆起过去的自己。充满爱与快乐得吻每个她遇见的人因为大家都爱她没有人会伤害她。这令我惊恐，我无法忍受Frances（小女儿）将会变成和我一样痛苦的摇滚明星最终走向灭亡
I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along, and have empathy.Empathy! Only because I love and feel for people too much I guess.
我拥有这一切快乐美好的人事物，我很感激。但自从七岁时家庭的变故后我变得憎恨所有人类。只因为人们变的太容易相处，同情心！竟然还有同情心！我猜只因为我对你们有太多爱的缘故。
Thank you all from the pit of my burning nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore and so remember, its better to burn out than to fade away. peace, love, empathy.
Kurt Cobain
谢谢你们在过去的几年的书信和关心，打从我灼烧呕吐的胃里感谢你们。我是个太古怪另类喜怒无常的人。我再也没有热情了。所以与其苟延残喘不如从容燃烧。 和平，爱，同情。
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Courtney
For Frances
For her life which will be so much happier without me. I Love you. I love you!
Kurt Cobain
Frances and Courtney（女儿与妻子）我与你们同在
请继续前行Courtney
为了Frances
为了她的生活在没有我的时候更快乐。我爱你，我爱你们！
Kurt Cobain
附注：一九九四年四月八日Kurt Cobain的尸体在西雅图的家里被发现，死于三天前。 左轮双管手枪爆头。。。。。。对自己真狠
最遗憾是药物摧毁他之前他已经被自己干掉了，一切仅用食物解决的方法他都没有尝试过。
翻这个谨献给全天下的吃货，我们的口号是“只要还能吃！”Viva
